Metamorphosis

Hmmm..

A few days more and i will be turning 25. 25 years is not a joke. Looking back the time, its just amazing to know how i have spent these many years. I was born at one place, spent sensitive childhood days at some other places. Completed my bachelor degree at one place. The four years bachelor programme was a turning point for me. Spent a hell lot i.e. four years at hostel with heaps of friends and shared a lot with them. I also learned adjusting amidst the differences, tolerating people of all kind was the thing that took lots of patience and i was patient enough. Friendship, discipline, competition, misunderstanding and misjudgement, betrayal, dedication and hardships, went through all of these. Of course, it did shaped me, gave me enough strength to face the real world.

In hospital, we see various kinds of addictions every day. It just is kind of shocking to know how much of addiction exists. It would be nice if the addiction was only of drugs, cigarretes, injections, etc. The hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, what we start as a normal part of life at some point turns out to be obsessive, compulsive and out of control. The thing about addiction is that it never ends well because eventually whatever it is that was getting us high doesnt feel good and starts to hurt. No matter how badly the thing is hurting. letting it go hurts even worse. It was such a kind of addiction i faced in the facets of life. However, it were those that polished me and made me stronger and confident..:-)

Yes indeed, we need to move on. I just kind of regret why i fall in some kind of addiction

What next?

 

 

Time blinks rather fast. Its already 8 months since I am working at my place, Manmohan Cardiothoracic Vascular and Transplant Centre. One year ago, at this time I was pondering where would I get my job and was searching for all the job options. Surprisiningly, a year ahead at present, now I am at work and seeking for some new opportunities ahead.

The initial working days at this place was preety hectic, it still is now but since I am adjusted to it, it’s rather easier. We do the same mechanical tasks day to day, always in hurry to complete the assigned task. No educational opportunities are there. You get the instructions to do and you need to make sure you finish it in time. Also, be ready to get some harsh comments in case there’s incompleteness or if you commit some errors. Pheww. At the end of the day, you come home, relax, eat, have chit chat and then sleep. Huh, I have been regularly under this schedule these  days.

However, I learned a lot during these months. Went through a number of cases, dealt with variety of circumstances, influenced a hell lot people, some of them touched our hearts, some praised our work whilst someday faced people’s dissatisfaction and anger too. Nevertheless, there were mistakes sometimes and sometime negligence (though we didn’t mean it). On the whole, I learned much, not from the books, but from the circumstances itself. I developed professional skills, gained confidence and problem solving approaches.

 

And now, again I m wondering, what next?

I love challenges. At present, the work is no more challenging and not amazing. Seeking for a new adventure and new workplace to work.  No, it won’t be in Nepal anymore. 

“When we least …

“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not yet ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.”
― Paulo Coelho, The Devil and Miss Prym

entry..

huh, so is this my first post?

ok i m back now..alive and enthusiastic !

I will keep it this way.

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